I’m continually learning as I feel the pulling at my heart strings. I love Him so much. He is my anchor. When I have another seizure, panic attack, or anxiety, I run to Him. I was made aware of His love for me. We always sing, Jesus Loves me this I know cause the bible tells me so. The sentiments of the song are different. There is nothing like the peace when you actually feel His love for the first time. Then I crave to be in his presence. I’ve learned through Him that I don’t always have to be right. I’m usually not anyways and even when I think I am, does it need to be said? No! I am writing this with such a peaceful feeling. Right now, I know it only comes from God. It is unlike anything I’ve ever felt! I’ve been on some pretty strong drugs too (medicinal) and they don’t come close. I pray that if you haven’t, you get to feel this feeling also. It is not a fleeting feeling. Stay close to Him!
in Psalm 81, He pleads with Israel. If they would only listen to Him, He would take care of it all! Sometimes life is that easy and that hard. Feeling like we aren’t in control is never easy. But we have the choice, to give it to Him or to take care of it ourselves. I don’t know about you but I’m not so hot at taking care of things myself.